I hope you understand

I hope you understand sometimes I get angry. This does not mean that you control me. Never! It is a natural instinct to get angry. Now let me tell you one thing. Close monitoring and spying as I have said will not help our relationships. It makes it worse when you tend to be confrontational. I know you have the power but not the determination to destroy me.

Have you taken sometime off to think about what your behavior means? There is one thing that you do not understand that you need to understand. Your neatness, the so called excellence is complete rubbish. It is a cover up, you moron. I know you have gotten scared of the high handed language I use these days. The reason is simple. You understand best the same principles that you employ on others.

You fear, fear. You are too scared of what you do to others. You fear challenge. You are a great pretender. You think everybody is a lair, a cheat, savage just like you. No! You repay good with evil. You never honor agreements if your interests are not catered. You pursue your enemies to that last point. Fine. But let me tell you one thing, anarchy does not mean chaos. You need to change, my brother.

Now you will call this utter rubbish. I don’t care. Call it what ever you want. Let me tell you, it is you who needs me not me who needs you. I hope you understand this simple logic. The problem is you never understand simple things because your mind is full of gossip. The last time you called me trying to cross check what your snoops say about me, how wrong that approach was.

I am aware you send your so called snoops to gather information on me but you will fail. You monitor my communications. You follow me everywhere I go. What are you scared? Are you trying to protect your wealth that you accumulated?

YOU WILL LOOSE

I have said it several times. I will continue saying it. I know you determine whether I will have a job tomorrow or never. I know you want to spread fear and terror. I know you are a new breed of colonialists. I know you have been indoctrinated with capitalistic ideology. I also know you have bigger connections and you can make or undo something.

When I keep silent do not think I am a fool. Do not think I consented what you have said. No. You are just a fool who does not want to hear the other side of the story. Your favorite topic is gossip. Fools give you what you want. If you could admit that you are stupid you would learn something. Unfortunately you do not.

I know you want to reap more from me then dump me like a used condom. I know you smile but with a dagger on the back. I know you want to constantly keep others from ever raising their voices. I know that you select a few of your henchmen to use to deny this fact.

Let me make you know one thing, I am not an ox. I have blood flowing through my veins. I have brains to think carefully over issues. Do not push me over the board because that will be very very bad. Let me not be provoked. Learn to appreciate the little that I do for you. Let us live like human beings with equal dignity and destiny. Let you not think I exist because of you. Please give me time to reflect and be with those that love me.

When you use intimidation, harassment, blackmail, exploitation of any nature I will not be moved because I know what lies in the crocked mind of a capitalist like you. Threatens have never pulled me down. Fear and terror will never ever pull me down. If many have been swallowed in your bait, sorry I will not be the next victim. I WILL DEFEAT YOU IN YOUR OWN GAME.

Please never attempt to spy on me and pretend to be a friend. It will not work well with you. Please do not push me so far to do things I think I will not be able to do. I will appreciate if you came and we discuss over it on table. Let the discussion be open. I know you fear to lose. You fear the same things that you are subjecting others to do. If you knew that your wickedness is a gamble, you would repent. Unfortunately, you are drunk with self gratification.

It is hard to convince you that being powerful does not mean that you can do everything you want on me. No brother. I respect you, please do the same? Do not let me begin to doubt your intentions as I have already done. I need your guidance. I need your cooperation not to further my interests or your interests but to make this world a perfect place to be.

I do not expect you to gang up with the heathens. I will be puzzled if you did that. You would have betrayed me. I know you do not care to listen to what others say. Fine. You are entitled to yourself. Value me like the way you value yourself. Double standards and not respecting your word is betrayal. When I read that mail you wrote accusing me of all things, I thought less about you. It is not always proper to do that to a friend whom you like. Real fighters meet their opponents ready in the battlefield.

Yes, I know your approach but you may never know mine. You pretend to be honest when actually you are being silly. You mix toughness with rudeness. You call hypocrisy tact. You believe that, you never mind what people say about you? How wrong you are my brother. You never want to loose an argument. You are a double talker. You say one thing and never live up to it. You pirate other peoples ideas and think you are clever than them. How wrong you are my brother. You fear to engage in intellectual debate but do underground work to back stab friends. How terrible that could be for you, my brother.

Your time is up. Nobody will listen to you. Your future is as empty as your past. Keep going maybe one lunatic will cross your way for you to bite, chew and swallow. You surround yourself with morons and think they are intellectuals to engage in any argument. Let me tell you one thing, you will lose because you think what I say is rubbish.

GIRL BEHEADED

This week in our small town the news has been the shocking murders. The shocking one was the murder of Esther a school girl in Soroti. The other has been killing of two people in Katakwi and the massive accident that claimed five lives along Soroti Mbale Road.
Esther, a beautiful girl was found brutally murdered with her head chopped off near a church founded school on 19.02.09. In the recent weeks, there have been stories of ritual murders generally in the country. A boy kidnapped here, another baby chopped off to death that way and a witchdoctor there arrested.
A lot of these stories have appeared in the local press and FM stations that have tended to ignore or down played the political stories in country.
The circumstance under which Esther was murdered is not clear. Police has launched it is investigations to pursue Esther’s killers. After two days, the head of Esther was found thrown in a suburb in Town. The police is tight leaped about the story and reluctant for the media to take photographs of suspects.
Although, the alleged killers of Esther were apprehended, they will not be the first type of culprits to be held of brutal murders in Uganda.
In 2005, a Ugandan prominent female Lawyer was brutally murdered in front of her house. After investigations the suspects and key - among them was a prominent Ugandan doctor who was the husband to deceased were arrested and charged with murder.
The whole case ended in favor of the accused. The doctor maintained his innocence despite the fact his children testified against him. The judge said the doctor only remained a high suspect and there was no substantive evidence to convict him for murder.
Now this case of Esther with the shocking manner in which she was murdered and police reluctant to reveal the details of the suspects, it will be an interesting case in court once more. It will be more painful especially if police gathers the necessary evidence and the accused are left to go scort free.
The suspects were produced before court on 24.02.2009. The trial magistrate did not allow them to enter plea sighting the fact that his court does not have powers to hear capital cases of that nature.
Most people here are observing how the legal drama of this case kicks off. Others are wondering, what could however influence one to murder a simple girl in her tender age? According to Esther’s mother who police detained briefly, her daughter was a very humble and lively girl.

What remains unaswered is what could be the motives of the killers? This is a mystery.